I’ve been through a lot of tough times in my life.
Many sad days lived without hope and today
Tuesday, September 11 looked like it was going to
end up as such, heck no! I closed my little shop
and walked to the bar a few blocks away.
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Rhapsody’s
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I settled at the back, the lounge chair far east and thought about everything….. the past, none of it
made any sense … in the end it’s a race against only yourself.
On my third glass of beer, I spotted him, sitting on one of those bar stools and I could swear his
eyes had been on me. . In between swigs of beer
our eyes would met …….. on my fourth glass he came to sit beside me. We talked for a very long time till it got late.
I don’t know how it happened but i did not take a taxi back to my house, i was inside his car,on the
way to his house, we were even holding hands and none of it mattered.
When we got there, I waited behind him as he opened the door, a few seconds later. I was on the couch sipping wine and he was telling me the sweetest things ever. Every time I looked in his eyes, i could see a reflection of what i was
feeling, what i always wanted to feel. He made me shy and with the smiles playing at the corner
of his lips i could tell he was shy and happy too.
I stared deep into his dark cess pool eyes and allowed his loving, musical voice take me to
where I wanted to be. It was bliss…… I could see the future , I could feel heaven and yes i wanted in.
I leaned in to let him kiss away the tears that were forming from my eyelids….. and then all the
pent up want and stowed away feelings came gushing , i had my hands in his thick hair while
he sucked my tongue and caressed my neck with
his hands.
If this was abyss, I wanted to go deeper and deeper and never come out. Even for air.
Lost in the kiss…. i was holding him like i was fighting for my life. gosh! He had an amazing
body…. and i couldn’t get enough of touching. My
hands found his belt buckle… sure as hell, he
was already hard, i didn’t have to be told i knelt
down and sucked on his rock hard erection … i played with his ball like they were precious stones….. his moans sounded like they were
coming from a distant land. An almost silent cry
of ‘oooohs’ and ‘aaaahs’ that got out with each stroke of my dripping mouth. It motivated me like the cheering of supporters on a winning team.
We were already naked. On his bed, there was no
confusion. It was like our minds was in sync. Whatever i did felt like he was expecting it, felt
like he wanted it… my hands played with his nipples and i gave him little love bites.. i wanted
to hear his moans longer and longer till he fell away into whatever. He pushed me over and dry humped me till he came. It was so hot!
How I felt cannot be explained. He smiled at me
and asked if I was ready, I said “yes”.
Then he got off, darted across the room , put on
the candles and soft music. He brought out play
oil and whipped cream, he sprinkled rose petals
on my naked body and gave me a box of
chocolate. He came over and looked deep in to
my eyes.. I knew I was in for a time of my life.
He liked whipped cream off my butt and kissed
my whole body into spasms. We laughed, talked
ate chocolate and drank wine…. and just when
I thought the night was over, he put me on him
and poured oil from my back…. it dripped down
and made me so smooth. I rode him so hard and
twerked my ass, hitting his balls with every
slam…. he bent me over and fucked me until we
both came again. We were breathing so hard and
screaming so loud……
It wasn’t over yet, I wanted more.
As if on cue.
John legend’s ‘tonight’ came on. I could hear the
soft words , they hit me like raindrops on a dry
patched grounds… i was turned on, i could feel
the drinks setting in…. i grabbed him, held his
head down and made him suck me. …. it sent me
straight to ecstasy. I was saying things i never
knew i could say…it was freedom here on his
bed. .. he bent over and allowed me fuck him. I
screamed I was coming, then he shifted and put
my dick in his mouth. Stared at me long as he
sucked my cum!
There’s no way to explain this. I’ve never felt this
way before. This was new and one of a kind.
What you would call gay, i would call happiness.
As I lay on his arms, I knew there was no need to
ask questions. We both felt it. We both knew that this is forever.
I wrote this in 2013, I was drilling through my Facebook notes and it felt nice… Re reading how I felt in 2013.
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I love you.
Chukulee 